Description: What do you think will finish me off first. smoking? or obsessive eating? i smoke a lot, and i eat a lot. my doctor has told me that if i don’t stop both i will be gone soon. but i love both too much to stop. the first thing i do when i wake up is smoke a cigarette, then start eating. i eat all day with breaks for cigarettes. i know it’s not healthy, but i can’t change. i am what i am. morbidly obese chain smoker. but i’m happy like this:)